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Ruckus

The Ruckus inside you is so palpitating that it makes you indifferent and unable to be upset or excited. You don't know what to do, where to go and how to dispose your ownself. In such a situation you become detached from the Universe and feel as if in a blackhole. A hole created by your own thoughts to make you feel the way you want to be in that moment. This blackhole has numerous facets varying from formal to casual. On the way it introduces you to your variable self. The self which wishes to be THIS but has to be THAT and actually comes out to be neither THIS nor THAT. For some it is a situation. For others it is an affliction. When a deadly wish is no less than a waterless fish, For a while there seems no hope And you feel like a dope. Get up with your head held high Don't fear of any more tides. Tides would push you down Tides will pull you out. Just learn to swim So as to fulfill your whims Fancy the path of tranquility, Bring out the fear and...

Tryst with myself

A blooming bud, whose each petal aspiring to get released from the rosette club,preparing to blossom and transform into a beautiful flower groomed with a niche fragrance, had an encounter with bumblebees. Countless buds turn into flowers everyday unexceptionally but have you ever thought of a flower aspiring to be a bud again..... But this flower had a contemplation of having a TRYST with the Past(BUD) because now it  discerns itself as dreary, arid and banal as seemingly for it all its nectar has been guzzled by lecherous bumblebees. It feels heartbroken, enduring in the same garden with the same soil with nowhere else to go. Unlike others who have been plucked and attenuated to be used for varied reasons (gifting, decor, worship, scent......) Reminiscing the days when it was protected in the tiny rosettes covered by the whorl of sepals, it felt comfortable and loved but as the other stages of development came into picture the sensation of exile emerged. The exile from ...

Janus - the double faced

Janus - The (Roman)  god  of beginnings, gates, transitions, time, duality, doorways,  passages, and endings. He is usually depicted as having two faces, since he looks to the future and to the past , abodes  at the limits of Earth, at the extremity of Heaven. How interesting it is to know this! I believe this Janus resides somewhere in all of us and we are meant to be like this to keep the cycle of rage and serenity rotating.  At times there is a sudden fit of rage that vaguely overwhelms the abundance of affection and leaves you in the middle of nowhere. In the following moments as the fire cools down the second face that of self-realization can be seen clearly in the remains. But is it self realization or what we call guilt, now that depends on the soul of this Janus. Guilt will keep pinching you till you don't make it for the destruction caused and self-realization will purify the air around you clearing all the pollution in and outside the body. It'...